SEPTEMBER!

HELLO SEPTEMBER!!! GOODBYE AUGUST!

LOL.  Just like all the other months, August wasnt good for me. Last time, I use to love this month and I will waiting with much anticipation. However, it was the opposite this year. Some of days my old memories flashed back. This is why I hate having good memory. Unfortunately, MY MEMORY POWER is GOOD in these stuffs not in studies. hehehe..


Few things which made this month is the end of of my intern. I did my 5 months internship (as a part of my studies) at ALS Technichem Shah Alam. My last day was on 15th August (its also India's Independence day). I was assigned in Metals department and prepared Biological Fluids for test. And yea, I liked my job as well as the people in the department. All the staffs and trainees.

These are some of the CLICKS that I took during my internship period..

They also prepared a farewell dinner for us at Murni, somewhere in Shah Alam..lol I forgot the seksyen. The food was nice but the drinks are better.
hehehe...







Before I start my work I requested a week holiday. Talking about work, I decided to continue there for a while. And yea, I met my teacher and we went on a date. lol. It was a short one but we spoke a lot. It was just like old days and of course nothing has changed.  :P

Like I mentioned earlier, these are the few happy things that happened in August. Other than that, it was just an ordinary yet I listed it as a bad month.

Day by day things are changing and I dont know whether I'm getting stronger or weaker but I'm getting stressed. Lately, I have figured out that looks can never determine a person's character. LOL. Only selected ones knows the story but its very true. We tend to determine a person's act just by the way they look however, it is very the opposite.

Lets see what September holds for me. I have stop hoping for a happy good month, instead of just go with the flow.

So, Good Luck with the month!!!

ps/ Wednesday is my viva!!! :D

Heylooooo

Yes it's been quite some time since i blogged. Very the quite some time and even the blogspot now its known as BLOGGER ( I sound like "Bagai katak dibawah tmpurung") is different.

I was actually playing around with new settings.. LOL. coming back here.. Let me see, the every last post of mine was in 2012 and its 2014 now.. hahahaha. Happy New Year and the year is going to end pretty soon..

Things after my last post went bad. My relationship was getting bad. Studies were alright. Me and some of my friend "broke up". LOL! That was last year. This year I broke up.. Its funny with me and breaking ups.. Yes its over. And after that i got hooked up into another one unfortunately it didnt stay long. So like what everyone does after breaking up, atleast most of us, I YAAAMMM SO NOT GETTING INTO ANOTHER ONE.

But hey, things changes as time pass by. I yamm not that very old (soon going to be 23 damn syitt i am old).. =.=''...

I was going though my facebook's newsfeed and saw a friend of mine posted in picture about a poem ,"You Didnt".

 Here how it goes...

Yes Yes... Its very touching.. I didnt cry but I did felt upset at the same jealous on the love she had on her husband as well as the amount of things the husband tolerated her during their young days. I couldnt resist myself so i created my won You Didnt but You did...

I think my second ex would say "YOU LEFT ME" if by chance he read this post. 

Anyway, relationship these days have become so ________________ (I cant seem to get the right word). You can never be yourself at the same if you tried to be you end up getting hurt. Theres also a saying "Getting into relationship fast will end fast". I would agree to this 100%.. 

 Okay too much into relationship stuffs makes me sick these days...

Monday is going to be a new thing in my life (lol so call working life). Hope to do it alright though I have started to work for 5 months.. Since i didnt move my ass at all today, I'll be going for jalan-jalan tmorw.. 

byeeeeeee.. :)

long holiday....:)

It's not like I was away on a real holiday. Only my blog was. :P

My last post was about time. A very short one actually and I had sort of less time to update or lost with what should post. At times I would tell myself, ALRIGHT NO MATTER WHAT I'M BLOGGING TONIGHT but something will come up and just grab my attention. So yes. Now I'm back. :)
Well, let see what should I say for July. For me, July is the month of romance. Not that my love was here and I went out him but just some memories. We started to get to know each other more during this month. Hence, there are so many precious memories. :) 

So finally it's two years officially. Exactly, on 29th July. I won't say we are the happy couple whom are happy always. We did had many downs. Many cryings and rough things which hurt both of us and made us upset. However, we still hold on to each other. Since we are not together, I mean side by side to celebrate this year, I did a video for him. :)

It's just a simple video. I didnt know what else I can do. Beside that, I have another special occasion on 29 July, My love's birthday. heehhe.. My niece birthday. I would consider her as my daughter. I love her a lot and she is very precious to me. She is very cute and can melt me just by her smile. Here is my niece. My love. She shares her birthday with her mother. So, all the attention gets to the daughter. :P Other than that, I was busy ''preparing'' for my mid-term. Actually, I only started studying a day before the exam and guess what, I screwed all the paper. I was very disappointed with my exam because I know I didn't well. I know I didn't prepare as how I did for previous papers. So, even before my lecturers tell me my result, I know it already. It's very PREDICTABLE. :p  August is also a special month for me cause it's Sendrew's birthday month. hehehe. I get more excited for his birthday than he himself. He was kinda down because he wasn't with his family.:( Even I was down. I even came out with my own quote,

Even if you're surrounded with many people on a special day, without some special people, the day is insignificant. 

So, yeah. I know I'll be missing his birthday next year as well. Just have to be strong. However, he did told me he had an awesome time with his friends.:)   Happy Birthday Sendrew! :D Me and Gaya planned to work for Raya break at MCD but UNFORTUNATELY, the management didn't get back to us. We got angry and decided to go back to our places. I had a very relaxing time back home. I visited my friend.:) We had a long talk after a very long time.  After the raya break, I was waiting for 29th. hehehe.. Sendrew's flight back to Malaysia. I was so EXCITED but afraid as well. I didn't want the past to repeat. 

And, it didn't. He managed to meet me up few days after he came back and that made me smile. :) He got me something and I gave him something as his birthday present. :)

That's just the card which I kept for more than 9 months. Lol..

Going through the box...

Bored?? hahahaha.. He was very shock and happy. Smiling all the way.. I still havent get a proper outing with him. I was very happy to see him but I havent get the satisfaction yet. Hopefully I will before he fly back. One thing I learned, when I have a problem or unsatisfaction with something that is related to us, I should tell him directly instead of keeping to myself. Everyone has their moody times even my myself. I know how moody and sensitive I can be. SO, nobody is perfect even if you try to be one. One will never suceed it. Same goes to relationships. There is no perfect relationship is world. Every couple eventually will have something which can be very ugly yet they still hold on. If they break it off in the middle, then they don't love each other. However, there are some relationship that has to stop in the middle because of the people. We cant be as how people want us to be. It is difficult. Changing is difficult but if you really want, then you can.  When I was going through some page today, I came up with one picture stating, In relationship, there should always be give and give and not give and take. I always tell my friends that, there should be give and take in a relationship. However, now I realise. There should be give and give. If we want give and take, then its not a relationship. Anyway, I'm talking a lot as if I'm God of Love and an expert in a relationship. All, I have to do now is FOCUS on my studies, listen to what my love says(LOL) and keep in touch with my friends.  That's all for today.. Good night!!!! :) zzzzzzzzz

Time...

Many say time is very precious. You can never get back yesterday neither you can get tomorrow. Why go so far right? You can't even  get the next second of the day itself. Its so freaking precious and priceless. Once it is passed, its gone..WOOOSH! Just like that...

It's been some time since my last post. I was too busy or I would rather use the term LAZY. Laziness and me is two inseperable soul...LOL

Why am I talking about time? I really wish for it to run fast.LOL.. Some would know what I mean..
I told a friend of mine last Tuesday that even if you have that one special minute dont waste it. You never know when you will get it and I'm very sure you would regret of that one minute. At times I wonder, does all this waiting for that time or to be specific my time is going to be worth it or is it just a waste of my time and I'm going to end in disappointment? God knows the answer.
Now it's time for me to buzz of from this emo-ing thingy and get myself back on track. For me exam is just around the corner even though I have one month! :p.... Should start studying!
ps/ I really hope my plan will come true or else I just gotta wait. I still have time to do I think,,,hmmmm... :S

Match Made in Heaven....

This is a very random post, seriously. I was chatting with Sendrew yesterday and this particular question struck my mind, "Define Match Made in Heaven" He said, us and I laughed. It's actually something sweet but I asked him to tell more and he asked me. I said I don't know and he said don't know as well.

I couldn't resist of asking it to my friends and so I did. They gave very interesting answer.LOL. So this is just my point of view.

I think match made heaven are two people that share love from the second they become one till death despite all the ups and downs they meet in the middle. So, one can only know whether they are really meant to be together or not at the end and this will probably be discovered by their friends, relatives or kids.
Being in Love is an awesome thing but at times people tend to use it in an inappropriate way. Hence, comes the break ups, problems, and there goes the saying, ''SINGLE ROCKS!''. Lol. I tend to laugh when I look at these things now. I was once a person that used to say that line but things change. Perhaps I'm in a relationship right now and I can find the difference before and now. Match made in heaven are truly based on destiny. Nobody knows their right person. Things can even change once one is married. So, nothing is permanent in life. I believe it's their own will of creating their relationship as made in heaven. Overcoming all the small misunderstandings, the big fights, the uncomfortable part between each other and more.
So instead of hoping for a match made in heaven, create one..:)

My Love's Birthday...:)

No worries. It's my nephew's birthday today! He is my LOVE!hehe. I know him since born and now he is 10 years old! Oh my GOD! I still remember him as a small baby 10 years ago. That's right. He born when I was 10 and now he is 10! Look how time flies. I have no idea why, he won't irritate me. He reminds me of myself a lot. Like how I used to be when I was young. Besides he does whatever I do, like being a prefect, choosing PBSM, in the food and drink I like. He tend to compete with me but yet he can't. hahaha.. He always ask the others ''Why Shirley born before me?''LOL! He will always be my dear in my heart no matter what. He doesn't call me aunty and I don't like that and he knows it well. So, shirley or to be precise "tikus" makes me smile all the time..(even though it can be annoying at times)

Today he is officially 10 years old. A very big boy! LOL.
I went to my sister's place early in the morning today. The plan was, I suppose to fetch him(by walking) from his school, bring him back home, take lunch, go Times Square, watch The Hunger Games, go Papa John's for dinner then hit home. 
BUT, there were slight change.:P I did went to his school by walking and after a while the father came by motorbike..arrghh....He purposely made me to walk. According to him, I'm being too lazy and he wants me to exercise.:S Then we went on TRIPLES on the bike back home.hehehe..Lunch was super duper HEAVY! 

Then we went to Times Square to watch movie with my elder sister and him. Cindy couldn't join cause she had to be in a meeting.LOL. A loyal worker.:P Before the movie, we did a little shopping for three of us. All three of us got t-shirt from PUMA. Wohoa!
Movie time!!! I actually regreted of choosing that movie. I wanted to watch THE VOW but it wasnt appropriate for Nickson. I would rate The Hunger Games a B-. I still don't get the point of the game. Its nonsense.LOL. Why must they film such movie? But trust me, It was thousand times better than Winter's Bone.LOL!

After the movie, Cindy came back and instead of taking dinner at Papa John's we decided to just take away Chessesticks(since its his and my favourite.:P) We took the cake and hit home. The moment we got home, we started to "swallow" the cheese sticks.lol. Just in a while it went missing.:P
We were waiting for his father to cut cake. 

Nice right..:P He wanted MU cake this year and that's Cindy's responsibility to get it.LOL!
Once the father came, we cut the cake, sang the birthday song and snapped pictures.LOL. Me, Nickson and Cindy started to webcam!:p
Around eight something, we went to Brickfields for dinner. That's all for his tenth birthday and he has more to come. In future, I'll prepare a real surprise for him.lol..:p

Bye people!!!! :)