I actually didn't plan to blog today but suddenly I feel like doing so. Since, I don't have any paper tomorrow or the day other after tomorrow, I decided to blog.:)
I had my first exam today. English. I didn't really study for the paper cause it was English but I shouldn't underestimate it. The paper was alright but I feel I should start reading more to get some ideas for essay part..LOL.. I have four English paper more until I graduate.
After our exam, we went to Secret Recipe to have our lunch and I was amazed they have Vegetarian Spaghetti and it was cheap!!! I'm so going again to try Vegetarian Lasagne. LOL
Then I came back home, relaxed, spam Jessica's wall and studied a bit.
I'm having a mixed feeling at the moment. Very confused one. Maybe cause of exam mode or something else I don't know. At times, I feel like people use me. Once they got what they want, they just leave me like a pile of garbage. No worries, nothing happen but this is what happened to me during my schooling days. After few incidents, I had the fear of being close to someone. Fear that people will leave me halfway, break their promises and things like that.
At times, it's not good to trust or to depend on someone too much. You may end up is heart ache or disappointments. Humans tend to repeat their mistakes often. Even me. I did repeat my same mistakes again and if I can go back to time I really wish not to do it again. hmm.. sadly badly no one has such machine. If not everyone will be using it and will never move on or over come it, right??
Second semester is coming to end soon and I've learned a lot of lessons.. Since I've already posted during new year, so my next post will be about what I've learnt for the past 3 months. It will be simple but ITS A BIG THING for me.
Time to sleep...:)
After our exam, we went to Secret Recipe to have our lunch and I was amazed they have Vegetarian Spaghetti and it was cheap!!! I'm so going again to try Vegetarian Lasagne. LOL
Then I came back home, relaxed, spam Jessica's wall and studied a bit.
I'm having a mixed feeling at the moment. Very confused one. Maybe cause of exam mode or something else I don't know. At times, I feel like people use me. Once they got what they want, they just leave me like a pile of garbage. No worries, nothing happen but this is what happened to me during my schooling days. After few incidents, I had the fear of being close to someone. Fear that people will leave me halfway, break their promises and things like that.
At times, it's not good to trust or to depend on someone too much. You may end up is heart ache or disappointments. Humans tend to repeat their mistakes often. Even me. I did repeat my same mistakes again and if I can go back to time I really wish not to do it again. hmm.. sadly badly no one has such machine. If not everyone will be using it and will never move on or over come it, right??
Second semester is coming to end soon and I've learned a lot of lessons.. Since I've already posted during new year, so my next post will be about what I've learnt for the past 3 months. It will be simple but ITS A BIG THING for me.
Time to sleep...:)
1 comment:
Oh dear!! U shouldn't have thought and felt so! Well... I am not gonna make any promises to u. But you will see.. IN the future u will see my children hanging over at ur place. Hehheheheh. Hope u get what I mean... :)
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