Story around me...: Valentine's Day..

Happy Valentine's Day! I know it was yesterday but I was very busy with my further reading so I only got a chance on blogging today. :)

How was your Valentine's Day??

I had a very unusual one this year and it's the first time I'm experiencing such thing for the past 20 years.

My housemates suggested to go out on Monday night and celebrate outside. So I agreed to it and we also decided to exchange gifts the next day. I was very happy on Monday cause I finally saw Sendrew after a very long time. Even though it was just a while but I was so happy. Thank you to Jessica, she took me to Klang. :)

We left house around 10.45 and went to PJ. The restaurant name was Picadily. The place was very nice and its a good hang out spot in the night. The price of the food was reasonable and the food was alright. :)
We thought there would be proposals and all but sadly badly NOTHING HAPPENED! sigh.....:(

We came back around 1.40 something and I slept. I had class at 8 the next day but I was very excited cause Sendrew said he will be coming.
I woke up even before my alarm rang and got ready.
Jessica told me it's the first morning I ever spoke to her A LOT and I was blushing most of the time. :P

Biostat class started and ended but Sendrew didnt reply my message or answered my call. I started to be down. :(
Until 2 o'clock, he didn't answer my call or reply any of my messages and I really got worried.
I became very EMO and was so down. I really didn't know what to do. Then started talking session with my friends. I don't know what they felt but I was so down..:(
Then, he called me, his voice was so down. He was very sick actually he still is. And I got more sad. For moment, I was like, was I wrong, my thoughts and all. I was very dissapointed but I hated myself for thinking such things. After that, I was fine but got really stressed with further reading.

Then I realised, I really started to jump into CONCLUSION so fast and that's not a healthy thing for me or for my relationship. So, next time I should really take a time and think and many different aspects.
Jessica has this book on poems for encouragement (I think i'm going to get one as well) and I came across with this poem. It's too sweet... :)

"In my eyes there no lies, no vision,

but the sight of you dear face.

In my heart there is no feeling

but the warmth of your embrace.

In my mind there are no thoughts,

but the thought of you my dear.

In my soul no other longing

but just to have you near.

All my dreams were built around you,

And I've came to know it's true.

In my life there is no living,

that is not a part of you."

I LOVE YOU.....

It's a special dedication to him. Even though we didn't see each other yesterday but that doesn't mean things change. It's just another day and we will be having more valentine's day in future. I believe if you really love someone with all your heart, everyday is a valentine's day.

okay, time to change my mode. As I was saying, I really learned something big yesterday from my inner self.

But I also like to thank Gaya and Jess for listening to me yesterday. <3 BIG HUG!!!!!!