long holiday....:)

It's not like I was away on a real holiday. Only my blog was. :P

My last post was about time. A very short one actually and I had sort of less time to update or lost with what should post. At times I would tell myself, ALRIGHT NO MATTER WHAT I'M BLOGGING TONIGHT but something will come up and just grab my attention. So yes. Now I'm back. :)
Well, let see what should I say for July. For me, July is the month of romance. Not that my love was here and I went out him but just some memories. We started to get to know each other more during this month. Hence, there are so many precious memories. :) 

So finally it's two years officially. Exactly, on 29th July. I won't say we are the happy couple whom are happy always. We did had many downs. Many cryings and rough things which hurt both of us and made us upset. However, we still hold on to each other. Since we are not together, I mean side by side to celebrate this year, I did a video for him. :)

It's just a simple video. I didnt know what else I can do. Beside that, I have another special occasion on 29 July, My love's birthday. heehhe.. My niece birthday. I would consider her as my daughter. I love her a lot and she is very precious to me. She is very cute and can melt me just by her smile. Here is my niece. My love. She shares her birthday with her mother. So, all the attention gets to the daughter. :P Other than that, I was busy ''preparing'' for my mid-term. Actually, I only started studying a day before the exam and guess what, I screwed all the paper. I was very disappointed with my exam because I know I didn't well. I know I didn't prepare as how I did for previous papers. So, even before my lecturers tell me my result, I know it already. It's very PREDICTABLE. :p  August is also a special month for me cause it's Sendrew's birthday month. hehehe. I get more excited for his birthday than he himself. He was kinda down because he wasn't with his family.:( Even I was down. I even came out with my own quote,

Even if you're surrounded with many people on a special day, without some special people, the day is insignificant. 

So, yeah. I know I'll be missing his birthday next year as well. Just have to be strong. However, he did told me he had an awesome time with his friends.:)   Happy Birthday Sendrew! :D Me and Gaya planned to work for Raya break at MCD but UNFORTUNATELY, the management didn't get back to us. We got angry and decided to go back to our places. I had a very relaxing time back home. I visited my friend.:) We had a long talk after a very long time.  After the raya break, I was waiting for 29th. hehehe.. Sendrew's flight back to Malaysia. I was so EXCITED but afraid as well. I didn't want the past to repeat. 

And, it didn't. He managed to meet me up few days after he came back and that made me smile. :) He got me something and I gave him something as his birthday present. :)

That's just the card which I kept for more than 9 months. Lol..

Going through the box...

Bored?? hahahaha.. He was very shock and happy. Smiling all the way.. I still havent get a proper outing with him. I was very happy to see him but I havent get the satisfaction yet. Hopefully I will before he fly back. One thing I learned, when I have a problem or unsatisfaction with something that is related to us, I should tell him directly instead of keeping to myself. Everyone has their moody times even my myself. I know how moody and sensitive I can be. SO, nobody is perfect even if you try to be one. One will never suceed it. Same goes to relationships. There is no perfect relationship is world. Every couple eventually will have something which can be very ugly yet they still hold on. If they break it off in the middle, then they don't love each other. However, there are some relationship that has to stop in the middle because of the people. We cant be as how people want us to be. It is difficult. Changing is difficult but if you really want, then you can.  When I was going through some page today, I came up with one picture stating, In relationship, there should always be give and give and not give and take. I always tell my friends that, there should be give and take in a relationship. However, now I realise. There should be give and give. If we want give and take, then its not a relationship. Anyway, I'm talking a lot as if I'm God of Love and an expert in a relationship. All, I have to do now is FOCUS on my studies, listen to what my love says(LOL) and keep in touch with my friends.  That's all for today.. Good night!!!! :) zzzzzzzzz